I should be enough

Hoping, Wishing, Dreaming...

I could be better than this

Discontent and regret washing over me

Overwhelming my mind with unwelcome sensations

You told me you care

Why are you trying to change me?

Am I not enough?

I just want you to hold me

Take me as I am

My world threatened to crumble

Somebody help me

I'm going mad

Stop humiliating me

The throbbing words...

Echoed through my soul

Reassure me, please...

That I'm more than enough

...

Appearing sarcastic and cool

Feels like my eyes are binded in wool

Within I'm crushed

My mind's in mushed

Could it be any more clear?

I'm anything but the best.

The silence hurts my ears

The light burns my eyes

Your face blurs my mind

I run away from you miles away

But you seem to be everywhere

I close my mind

Blot out the savage regret

But your shadow I seem to find

Lurking... ready to strike yet

Facing the hideous truth

I'm just a prosaic in the world.

Love

Love is a wonderful word

It's like a song meant to charm

Like a lover on his knees

Uttering sweet words to his Ladylove

Love is a mystery

That needs to be felt and cherish

Before unraveling the true meaning of the word

And yet we can never still comprehend

It's a gift worth treasuring

No matter how we say how painful it is

It's a feeling you shouldn't scorn

Because it's a gift, a treasure, a happiness.

Let me be...

It's all my fault, I know.

You don't have to say it to me over and over again.

I'm in no position to argue... since I'm to blame.

I don't want to reason out.

O ain't gonna make a point… and defend myself in your accusing eyes.

So, please shut up.

Stop nagging me.

You know me more...

You're more experienced than me...

But, I'm the one living my life... let me learn by my own mistakes.

No need to tell me over and over on what's happening to my fucking life.

I'm well aware of it.

And I know too well that it's not going well.

I'm grateful for everything.

But, please let me be...

I might blow up with you always breathing down my neck.

I'm frustrated and confused enough....

Please, don't add up to the things I have to think about.

I'm here.

Hey, pretty baby

stop crying your heart out

smile.. laugh...

be weird... be happy...

no one is giving up on you

it's not yet the end...

we're still too far from the destination, my sweet

come on.. hold my hand and make sure you ain't letting go..

it's bumpy ride but I'll bet it'll be fun

there are obstacles in the way...

oh no dear, don't let go..

you'll see.. it will all be worth the risk..

there's no detour, no shortcuts..

'cause if you want to experience a wonderful ride of your lifetime...

learn to take the long road 'cause I'm pretty sure...

there's a treasure lay hidden at the very end of the rainbow.

He's pathetic and I love him.

You throw corny jokes which are very lame

You act mysterious and loves to play games...

You're weird which is ridiculously cute.

You're sarcastic

which turns me dementedly furious

You're cynical

Which irritates the hell out of me.

You're mean

which makes me Hate you.

You make me curious

You make me want you

My heart skips a bit everytime I talk to you

My flesh would turn to jelly everytime you flash those devastating lopsided grins.

Oh please... stop making me feel butterflies in my stomach

I can't be falling for you...

we're two very different people...

You're normal… I'm weird.

You're awesome… I'm a freak.

You're quick... I'm naive.

You're optimistic... I'm pessimistic.

You're independent... I'm overly dependent.

You're deep... I'm shallow.

Don't make me fall… 'cause I know you won't catch me.

For once...

For once, let me hear pure praises...

not praises with ridiculous notions...

For once, love me for who I am and accept the limit of my capacity...

not make me the way you want me to be...

For once, let me cry a river and find solace in your arms...

don't push me away and make me into a robot...

For once, smile at me....