Tears streaming down her pale cheeks
drowning in her confusion and shame
she closed her eyes tightly... all swollen and red
she dreamed for oblivion...
wishing the pain away..
holding tightly the small teddy
somehow thinking it could protect her frail body
she called to the man they call "God"
asking Him to vanish the evil in her mind
only realizing He didn't hear her cry
she turned to the people she knew
expecting the warmth of love...
instead... criticism flooded her heart.
she pushed the teddy aside...
stand up and wipe her tears away..
"I don't need anyone… not even a stupid teddy..."
Numbness seeping through her veins…
tears all dried up...
she smiled her famous fake smile..
look herself up in the mirror and said to herself..
"There's no happiness coming my way...
it's a fucked up World, my love... keep that in mind.."

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