She's Unbelievable
playing a game of deception
caught in the web she had weaved
she can't accept defeat
blamed all her faults to others
crawling all her way to perfection
no matter how hard she tried
she keeps falling down
buckled knees... she can't stand on her own two feet
Hypocrisy is her expertise
telling you this and that
yet it's all false in her cold, black eyes
Jealousy would succumb her world...
formed evil plans on her crazy, demented mind
but that's just they are.. plans.
Pride made her appear selfish and cold...
and then she asks... "Will you risk everything to look deep within
and see the hurt I've been keeping?"
she has many insecurities and fears
hides them with the sweetest, fakest smile..
hating her life yet she doesn't know why..
had several suicide attempts... she can't count how many times
she has many mistakes yet she doesn't acknowledge her faults..
she walks head high.. and pretend she doesn't have flaws
Dependency makes her weak...
vulnerable to others abusive greed
so, she put up a facade...
a fierceness she's trying to keep...
and then she wonders...
"Will they see through my charade... will they break the walls I've erected?"

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