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Hello! Jo here. Someone told me that the best way to enjoy life is learning to embrace the things you already have... which I'm trying to do. I'm a pretty laid back person. Family, friends, music and food is my life.. not to mention the internet world. I'm a curious fella to the extent that I would ask brazen questions if needed just to get the answer I want.

Friday, September 17, 2010

She's in Pain

She's Unbelievable

playing a game of deception

caught in the web she had weaved

she can't accept defeat

blamed all her faults to others

crawling all her way to perfection

no matter how hard she tried

she keeps falling down

buckled knees... she can't stand on her own two feet

Hypocrisy is her expertise

telling you this and that

yet it's all false in her cold, black eyes

Jealousy would succumb her world...

formed evil plans on her crazy, demented mind

but that's just they are.. plans.

Pride made her appear selfish and cold...

and then she asks... "Will you risk everything to look deep within

and see the hurt I've been keeping?"

she has many insecurities and fears

hides them with the sweetest, fakest smile..

hating her life yet she doesn't know why..

had several suicide attempts... she can't count how many times

she has many mistakes yet she doesn't acknowledge her faults..

she walks head high.. and pretend she doesn't have flaws

Dependency makes her weak...

vulnerable to others abusive greed

so, she put up a facade...

a fierceness she's trying to keep...

and then she wonders...

"Will they see through my charade... will they break the walls I've erected?"

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